Sunday, July 24, 2011

Poem- "God will provide"


“God will provide,” said a man of great faith-
“Do not worry, my child, He will provide.”
However, in this world of strife and sickness,
These words too often ring hollow-
Plans go awry, a dream of my future dies,
I am writhing in agony or inexplicably falling through space.
And all the while, I try to believe these words, for I know they are true.
As I fall to the floor once more, terrifying those who look upon me,
Scaring even those whom I hold most dear, I remember the words.
And suddenly, I understand, like Jacob struggling with the angel, I limp away.
And in the clear moment, I realize something, these words are true.
God does provide- not in the way I want him too- not in great miracles,
But, in the small voice of quietness, he speaks.
And as I listen, I learn.
God has provided, in a thousand little ways,
He has given me a loving family.
He has given me wonderful friends, whose mere presence makes life better,
Yes, a dream and a career were cut short through illness,
Yes, I fall a thousand times, but in all of them,I have been lucky.
And in the joy and struggles of this world,
I remember the one who taught me this, who made me, who knows me,
And who will provide.
And even if I fall again, I will fall into the arms of friends
Or, on one glorious day, I will fall into the arms of angels, to a place
Where these maladies are healed, where I can walk and not faint,
And he provided all. 

Monday, July 18, 2011

Coping mechanisms

There are many ways to cope with migraine and dysautomia/Neurocardiogenic syncope. I often get asked "How do you do it? How do you stay sane with these things?" So, I thought I would attempt to answer this question. Here is a list of my various coping mechanisms:

Reading- I am an escapist reader. I basically go into a different world while reading and it proves to be a great distraction. Mysteries, sci-fi/fantasy, and novels all help me to survive.

Friends- I have a great circle of friends and all of them are just as warped and wonderful as I am. I also take great comfort in the fact that I can call any of my good friends, at any time, and know that they understand.

The internet- I do not know what I would do without the various forums for migraine, email, and blogs to keep me sane.

Movies/ tv shows- also a good way of escaping.

Writing- as you have probably guessed, I deal with many of my problems by writing about them.

Max- I do not know what i would do without my favorite canine companion. Dogs just make things better.

Faith

Family

Positive attitude- yes, I may be on the floor, my headache can be a 9 on the pain scale, but apart from that, I am absolutely fine.

These are just a few ways of dealing with these two horrible diseases.

Monday, July 4, 2011

Declation of Independe- why we celebrate the Fourth

Normal progamming will resume tomorrow. Right now, I will take a brief moment to honor those who wrote and signed the Declatation of Independence and made this great nation what it is today.

The Declaration of Indepence was written by Thomas Jefferson in just two weeks. This small document would change the world as we know it forever. Here is a Transcript of the declaration.



IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776.
The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America,
When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.
We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shewn, that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed. But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security.--Such has been the patient sufferance of these Colonies; and such is now the necessity which constrains them to alter their former Systems of Government. The history of the present King of Great Britain is a history of repeated injuries and usurpations, all having in direct object the establishment of an absolute Tyranny over these States. To prove this, let Facts be submitted to a candid world.
He has refused his Assent to Laws, the most wholesome and necessary for the public good.
He has forbidden his Governors to pass Laws of immediate and pressing importance, unless suspended in their operation till his Assent should be obtained; and when so suspended, he has utterly neglected to attend to them.
He has refused to pass other Laws for the accommodation of large districts of people, unless those people would relinquish the right of Representation in the Legislature, a right inestimable to them and formidable to tyrants only.
He has called together legislative bodies at places unusual, uncomfortable, and distant from the depository of their public Records, for the sole purpose of fatiguing them into compliance with his measures.
He has dissolved Representative Houses repeatedly, for opposing with manly firmness his invasions on the rights of the people.
He has refused for a long time, after such dissolutions, to cause others to be elected; whereby the Legislative powers, incapable of Annihilation, have returned to the People at large for their exercise; the State remaining in the mean time exposed to all the dangers of invasion from without, and convulsions within.
He has endeavoured to prevent the population of these States; for that purpose obstructing the Laws for Naturalization of Foreigners; refusing to pass others to encourage their migrations hither, and raising the conditions of new Appropriations of Lands.
He has obstructed the Administration of Justice, by refusing his Assent to Laws for establishing Judiciary powers.
He has made Judges dependent on his Will alone, for the tenure of their offices, and the amount and payment of their salaries.
He has erected a multitude of New Offices, and sent hither swarms of Officers to harrass our people, and eat out their substance.
He has kept among us, in times of peace, Standing Armies without the Consent of our legislatures.
He has affected to render the Military independent of and superior to the Civil power.
He has combined with others to subject us to a jurisdiction foreign to our constitution, and unacknowledged by our laws; giving his Assent to their Acts of pretended Legislation:
For Quartering large bodies of armed troops among us:
For protecting them, by a mock Trial, from punishment for any Murders which they should commit on the Inhabitants of these States:
For cutting off our Trade with all parts of the world:
For imposing Taxes on us without our Consent:
For depriving us in many cases, of the benefits of Trial by Jury:
For transporting us beyond Seas to be tried for pretended offences
For abolishing the free System of English Laws in a neighbouring Province, establishing therein an Arbitrary government, and enlarging its Boundaries so as to render it at once an example and fit instrument for introducing the same absolute rule into these Colonies:
For taking away our Charters, abolishing our most valuable Laws, and altering fundamentally the Forms of our Governments:
For suspending our own Legislatures, and declaring themselves invested with power to legislate for us in all cases whatsoever.
He has abdicated Government here, by declaring us out of his Protection and waging War against us.
He has plundered our seas, ravaged our Coasts, burnt our towns, and destroyed the lives of our people.
He is at this time transporting large Armies of foreign Mercenaries to compleat the works of death, desolation and tyranny, already begun with circumstances of Cruelty & perfidy scarcely paralleled in the most barbarous ages, and totally unworthy the Head of a civilized nation.
He has constrained our fellow Citizens taken Captive on the high Seas to bear Arms against their Country, to become the executioners of their friends and Brethren, or to fall themselves by their Hands.
He has excited domestic insurrections amongst us, and has endeavoured to bring on the inhabitants of our frontiers, the merciless Indian Savages, whose known rule of warfare, is an undistinguished destruction of all ages, sexes and conditions.
In every stage of these Oppressions We have Petitioned for Redress in the most humble terms: Our repeated Petitions have been answered only by repeated injury. A Prince whose character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the ruler of a free people.
Nor have We been wanting in attentions to our Brittish brethren. We have warned them from time to time of attempts by their legislature to extend an unwarrantable jurisdiction over us. We have reminded them of the circumstances of our emigration and settlement here. We have appealed to their native justice and magnanimity, and we have conjured them by the ties of our common kindred to disavow these usurpations, which, would inevitably interrupt our connections and correspondence. They too have been deaf to the voice of justice and of consanguinity. We must, therefore, acquiesce in the necessity, which denounces our Separation, and hold them, as we hold the rest of mankind, Enemies in War, in Peace Friends.
We, therefore, the Representatives of the united States of America, in General Congress, Assembled, appealing to the Supreme Judge of the world for the rectitude of our intentions, do, in the Name, and by Authority of the good People of these Colonies, solemnly publish and declare, That these United Colonies are, and of Right ought to be Free and Independent States; that they are Absolved from all Allegiance to the British Crown, and that all political connection between them and the State of Great Britain, is and ought to be totally dissolved; and that as Free and Independent States, they have full Power to levy War, conclude Peace, contract Alliances, establish Commerce, and to do all other Acts and Things which Independent States may of right do. And for the support of this Declaration, with a firm reliance on the protection of divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our Lives, our Fortunes and our sacred Honor.

It was signed by representatives of all thriteen colonies. It was adopted by Congess on July 4, 1776.
Fifty Years later on July 4, 1826, Jefferson died. His last words were "Adams lives" John Adams dies later the same day. 
Jefferson wrote his own epitaph and refused to have any word of it changed. It does not mention his presidency, the Lousiana Purchase, or other accomplishments. It reads as follows:
Here was buried Thomas Jefferson Author of the Declaration of American Independence Of the Statute of Virginia for religious freedom & Father of the University of Virginia.
April 13, 1743 – July 4, 1826

Our founding fathers gave us a great many things- George Washington won the Revolutionary War, defeating Cornwallis at York Town. The Constition. and the ability to stand up and fight for our rights when the need arose. So when you are celebrating today, and enjoying freedom remember those who first shook off Colonial Rule and formed a unique and wonderful nation.
HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!!!